Dear Me, Source : YouTube Lauren Rose We promised ourselves we will record each step of the way in the process of us facing our agoraphobia. Knowledge accumulation is just one of the many skills we have developed in the last 44 years, since we asked the questions: why did the sexual abuse happened to us? What kind of mental health state was our father in, when it happened? How can we protect ourselves from being in such a situation, again? Actually, our mind is now a vast library of mental health related information and inspiring stories of people who have overcome their own mental health and life struggles against a lot of odds. Most recently we found a new inspiration: Lauren Rose , a YouTuber since 2015; she has overcome agoraphobia and are now helping others to not only heal but thrive in living their lives. She (her YouTube archives) helped me put that last piece of the puzzle I have been searching for the last 4 years, since I had to face the reality of seeking professional hel